Had I known that,

What had been better

Some things in life happen so instantly that they leave you feeling awkward. And you don’t know what can be done to overcome that awkward.

• I Like walking in rain
• I Like smiling for no reason
• I Like to dance as if no one is watching
• I Like tickling the keyboard for anything – be it for writing stories/posts or programming
• I Like launching and finishing it really BIG
• I Like making other smile
• I Like to have light discussions involving humor
• I Like watching movies
• I Like going around all on my own
• I Like standing still while observing at people passing in front of me
• I Like long night-walks without looking at watch
• I Like to crack jokes
• I Like to be informal with anyone
• I Like greenery
• I Like walking beside my father
• I Like singing only to myself
• I Like walking / driving during sunrise
• I Like exploring internet for as long as I can
• I Like drowning into music
• I Like sparkle of mah bracelet

PS: This post is inspired from I want to from Hema

Last 21 days were spent in achieving what my last post said -

Winning doesn’t always means being first,

winning means you’re doing better than you’ve done before.

Though I proved myself better than before, once again but also realized that in this race you sacrifice everything else. I myself had given up this zeal long time back, in fact many years back because once you realize that you are the best, better than anyone else, you don’t want to prove it again.

And then moments like these come up where you have to fight for others. You have to do it for others who are looking up to you, to make them prove themselves, to bring them in a position to have same feeling of satisfaction which you have been having for long time. Happy to see my efforts being fruitful.

And in all this, you realize once again, those old bad devilish management layers which are ready to sacrifice you, your people for any meek benefit – the layers which make you hate them!

It is a famous saying -

Once caught by charm of a Libran, you can never get out of it

Happy to have been told this fact

It changes with the time and incidents happen in your personal life. So happened for me. There was a time when I liked reading every type of rant. I had no interest in going anywhere in this world but to hometown every month. I wanted to spend a balanced and satisfied life. It was going like that. No desires so far.

And then one day, I was made to fly, look around the world, feel the change and was asked to change myself, migrate myself, immigrate myself. I rebelled as well as I was made to do so, by my luck. So I did. And now I don’t like a particular kind of writings, at all, nor do I like those kind of people because now I know what that change means, what those people die for and why they want not to be balanced. So in all cases, I put all those writings in trash which belong to Indians bashing out their experience in foreign.